im sad. =(

if you know we well, you must be clear that im not a always-happy person.

" you always think vry far away." this is what my best friend told me.
"你的笑点很低！" my collegemate always tease at me.
but i have to tell her,只是我想的比你多。 XD

now, every sunday, my parents fetch me back to setapak,Malaysia
you might think , WOW, you are so happiness
yea, it's true.
but it brought me compunction too.
i always think what can i do while im on the way to setapak.
Parents help and spend on me a lot !
What can i repay them ?
I got work. yet i never treat them eat .
I never buy present to them.
I never help mum do housework.
I never do my duty, take care of my siblings.
I never teach my brother who get a no good result.

I feel I m a very bad sister,and also a vry bad daughter.
I always tell myself,
DONT BE LAZY ! STUDY HARD !
but i still cant control myself .





GOD ! GIVE ME A POWERFUL ENERGY TO LET ME ABLE TO CONTROL MYSELF.
TO BE A GOOD DAUGHTER IN FUTURE !