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17.2.13

Happy CNY

How's your day people?
CNY holiday is officially ended. We have to back to reality from now. WHat a bad news huh.
Actually my college offered students 3 days holiday only. But due to most of the students are from outstation.The lecturers are very sympathy to us. So they postponed the classes to the following week.
Back to the topic, How is your CNY holiday ? I have spent my CNY with Mahjong and hometown.
Nothing fun this year. :( I wish to gamble more and get more pocket money de lorr....

Let's the photos speak about my holiday :D


OOTD of nian 29.  with my lovely galaxy legging <3 td="">


the second reunion dinner. Only few dishes but so costly !


OOTD ar JPO. Im in love with this place ! Shopping paradise !


fist time take photo with my grandparents. They sayang me alot. =)))


Family day at Icity .


In the ferri Wheel. what i can say is the view is not good.


Sunflowerssssssssss


Friday went to Genting with family.


Heavy fog !!




Chor7 ! Met the long time no see friend here .


and 007 gamers


007


This is what i played for so many days.. Lami Mahjong.



Time to do my assignment. I have to hand in this week ! 
Goodbye ..

2.1.13

NYE

how's your new year eve people ?
I have passed my new year eve with my hometown friends.
Actually planned to have my nye with my colleagues at setapak.
Because it would be the last time i celebrate with them, if i dont contine my further studies.
But transportation is a BIG problem. Friends there dont have a car so it's difficult to countdown all together.
Lrt also close early. :/

Since my Plan A was failed, I decided to join my howetown friends.
As usual, we coutdown together at "blowblow" (created by yaya)
We can see the fireworks at the balcony. From near to far. Even Kl fireworks can see. lol
We had BBQ at around 7, Oops i reached at 9.
The food they bought are sooooo weird. WHY DONT HAVE SOTONG !
just some hotdogs, fishballs , prawns, fishes, bacons, and homemade Ramly burgers.

Okay, lets pic speak.



Very strong fire bbq.

Beer session. 


Ending.


My Girls. <3 br="br" nbsp="nbsp">


Thanks for the happiness you all gave to me. Appreciate our friendship.
Wish you all can achieve your dreams in the new year 2013, those who are in love wish you all can last forever with your partners, those who havent couple wish you all can find your true love asap !


21.10.12

Boring Sunday .

无聊的星期天
本来是很充实的。本来是充满期待开心的星期天
如果落到什么田地...
在家看戏度日子

你知道那种感觉
每天数着哪天的来临。就好像小六毕业旅行,每天盼着哪天快点来到
开心的睡不着。
好吧,或许我真的太在意了
可是那久久一次的感觉,很难让人不去在意

昨晚你却跟我以没心情的感觉跟我说不要去
换成下个礼拜
我足足等了你一个礼拜,你还要我等?
我做不到。那是我的极限了
心绪高涨突然跌到谷底。我恨透那感觉
你给了我希望让我去失望。
你还要我如何去相信你?

19.10.12

以后

每天脑子都在想着,哎呀还有两个学期就毕业了。
想的不是开心的事,是带来伤感
今年19岁。将在明年20岁的我还是依依不舍我的校园生活
那将是我最后一次读书。你知道我有多伤心吗

多一年,朋友分道扬镳
可能不再联络,可能变得陌生
我有多喜欢跟他们在一起
和他们一起笑到哭,一起去旅行,一起嘲笑对方
我很珍惜的是我遇到 一群不会耍心计的朋友
觉得怎样就大大声将出来
即使说出不好听的话也以笑声盖过
没有悄悄话的世界,没有比较的同学
我不觉得我还会遇到像这样的朋友
还可以玩游戏,也不用穿的美美去学校
一起大嚷没钱用,不必在乎人家怎样看
跟他们一起就是很轻松很自在

不知道我在他们心目中是什么
应该不是很重要的那种
我不常说话,说话也无法带来喜感
在班上只是个无名小卒
不知道他们怎样想我,看我
也许就是“多一个不多少一个不少”
没什么地位的人

还有多少次可以一起赶功课
还有多少次可以唱k
还有多少次可以看电影玩保龄球...

读书的事后想着赚钱,但其实
当你一踏入社会后,多数人都不会回头去读书
这个道理我懂。
你可能读书读个20年,做工却做到可能30年40年甚至50年
也许现在的功课多到你会透不到气,可是以后养家的压力更会让你不想活
无可否认,我给自己很大压力
养家?我连自己能做什么都不知道,更何况要养起一家7口
爸爸老了。我要为自己做好准备。
可准备些什么??
很庆幸我是女生。我可以嫁人
嫁得好我不必筹钱买车买楼买奶粉
是不是觉得我很差? 但我只想我活得快乐,幸福

16.10.12

Finally it happened.

I just knew my reddie laptop performance so slow because of Ram is gonna finish.
Now, a small window pop out and warning me that the ram has been finished while i was using adobe illustration.
I was like wtf? My mood turned to bad out of sudden.
I could not accept this, I never face this problem before. I dont know how to solve it by myself.
What's the point I buy this laptop ?? Waste money.

I've posted the printscreen on facebook, my friend told me that too many programs are running and caused it happened.
Well, I closed some programs and continued do my homework.
Yea it works. But the problem still there.
He recommended me go and upgrade the RAM.
I have to spend money again when I have no money .
I was doubting is my friend recommend a laptop that not suitable for me ?
I did mention him I use it for graphic design homework.
I dont know everything about computer. I hate to find research and solve computer problem.
That's the reason why I bought a laptop that only 2gb of Ram.

I hope I got a friend that can be trusted and can lend me a hand in solving this Lack of Ram problem.

Dear friends, look carefully and understand what you want when you are buying stuffs.


14.10.12

week 5

Just a short post about my life.
just passed up the annoying assignments last week. thx ms yarshi and yqp for their sympathy. they postponed the assignment deadline. I love you !!
I think all of us in GD course are very angry and hate one of the lecturers.
He is very unreasonably. what he said is right and correct and he dont let us to say about our opinions.wtf?
Besides, there is a homework so called weekly journal. It's like a dairy.
He asked us to write down what we think and feel during his lecture. Of course the knowledge we gained must drop down as well.
So, most of us express our feeling about him through this journal.
You knw what ? He said something like not to backstabbing him in the journal during the lecture..
Hello! you read it but u never reflect on yourself ?!
Seriously I hate old man teaching us. They dont admit their faults.
and then,
I still have to face him until graduate. What a life.
I dont want a bad memories after graduate pls.

I still cant get used to my timetable.
Everytime I come back from college I thought it was friday.
Why saturday got class !!!
I have only 1 day free. 
Soon, assignments will come again.
My only free day would fill up with the assignments.

Btw , i would like to share the illustration skill i've learnt.
Have a look my characters!


yea, i admit some of it I steal the idea from google image.
sorry for that, it's just an assignment . 

Besides, I got one more thing to complaint.
my lappy performance is getting worse.
Ram is not enough for me I dunno why.
What i can do is upgrade the Ram. Spend money again .
Is ASUS really suit for designer? I doubt about it.


Can this semester end faster pls ? 


I want to work .




23.9.12

enviroment

Since last 2 week I went to friend house sleepover, I feel like want to shift to that place.
I just feel dull to stay in the current hostel . So.dull.
Everyday I find my meals in the taman. Try to imagine your 3 meals in same place.
its a f*cking dull life. I HATE FOODCOURT TO THE MAX.

I want to shift to damansara. My boyfriend new hostel.
I can have my fav exercise there. Swimming !
Less foodcourt and more restaurants.
One Utama,paradigm mall and tropicanal mall.
MOST important is the environment and people.
I wont have homesick when boyfie is with me.
his housemate is nice and friendly .
The room is bigger and more comfy .

but Damansara is not suit for me.
Firstly , I dont own a car. there is lack of buses and lrt.
Second, I cant afford the living expenses
Third , Ds is so far far away from my college.

How can  I shift ??

That's just a dream...

2.9.12

有一个人,让我依靠他的肩膀。
当我需要爱时,给我足够的关心
累了,就躺在他背上休息
灰心时,让我知道希望在明天

任何困难,第一个就想到他。
开心的事也立刻跟他分享
纠结时就找他帮我做决定
甚至有时还当他出气筒

4年了,我依赖他帮我完成所有我认为我无法完成的事
习惯生活在受保护的世界里
如今我变得懦弱
彷徨无助时我还能依靠谁?
学习一个人生活
好难.



1.9.12

孤单吗?

好像是第二次一个人在家。
不知为什么,完全不想回家乡。
可能因为路程遥远?
可能因为车不大?
可能因为没得走街?
可能因为没自由?
还是因为上个礼拜去过trip 了。所以想呆在家....

刚刚和朋友喝茶。
其实是太久没见面,想聊下近况
去了tea cottage. 因为环境挺不错的。
不知不觉坐了3个小时多
超夸张!
原来我们口水这么多!
虽然很久没见面,可是完全不陌生
跟她说话不必经大脑。想说什么就说什么。
我对着她,秘密消失了。
就是这种舒服的感觉!!
这是知己!

3小时后回到孤单的家。
是不是开始后悔??
“是....”
安静得不停看后面,
开始想念家人了。
还没想好这么过日子就决定不去。
只好把音乐开的最大声,不要听到蚊子的声音
爸妈,回来好吗?我后悔了

为什么不去充实自己的假期?
或许可以去海边?
或许去逛街?
也不用想着晚餐吃什么...
午餐skip 了。晚餐不能不吃啊
有种冲动想搭车去找他们啊!
越说越后悔。

以后再也不一个人在家
我要跟我家人一起。


15.8.12

准备


脑子里都在想着工作工作
假期不做工在家发霉岂不是浪费假期?
为了更好的明天,工作是必须的

其实我真的很懒惰
曾经我的roommate 问我说,为什么这么拼命去找工?
就为了要买我想买的东西呀!我说
要买什么?她又问
我却静了 ....
其实可以的话,我也不想买那些不需要的东西。
虽然是说人靠衣装。可是我宁愿把它们存下来。给未来
但是还未成功。

即将我就要去庆祝开斋节。2天1夜
人长大了。脸皮薄了。
跟父母拿钱真的觉得在弟妹面前抬不起头来。
男朋友明白我,多多少少会帮我一点。
不停的花钱。所以要更努力的找钱。
我不想靠别人。

这次interview 不要再3心2意
苏州过后没艇搭
要有面子,辛苦点是值得的!

JIA YOU !

8.8.12

时光流逝

看回以前的照片。我的妈啊!我超多自恋照。而且题目都有xD. 突然觉得自己很幼稚。现在也没成熟到哪里去。

由于太多album.我决定把几个关掉。作为私人收藏。一边看着以前和朋友的照片一边不断感慨时间过的真快。还记得我们逃课的日子?我们聊天说秘密的时刻?看着我失恋伤心的时候。唱k, 运动会,二人行走街,补习班,游泳,爬山,游行等等。。脑海中还不停的浮现你们的样子。我好想回到以前。现在想要聚会也约得要死。不是考试就是不在家。真的有些简直就是人间蒸发。也不知道在忙些什么。

还有发现以前拍的照片都不太清楚。之前用的都是2mp . 唯一在人家面前拿出电话的时候就是分享歌。现在个个用smartphone. 收起电话都很难。。

每个人读不同的大学,学院。交了一大堆朋友。认识不一样的人,有了不一样的生活圈子,习惯。性格也改变了多少。可是想必我们仍然有彼此的心。我不会忘记你,你也不会被人取代。包容体谅,是我们现在学习的东西。十年后,仍然BFF 。一样有讲有笑好吗?






17.7.12

FML

Im so fc*king depressing now.

Guess what ? I get the lowest marks among classmates.

For English,
I did not put afford in doing the long report. Idk why.
Maybe it's too long?
I did not do research as well.
The format is so wrong.
Plus, I did not present it well also.
It's not as fluent as I thought. Coz i didnt rehearse.
It's too rush. but the duration is 10 weeks.
Last minute work always the worst.

For Mixed Media,
Well, I get the lowest among my friends.
Idk WHY !
 Im so disappointed.
I should be more creative.

=(

11.7.12

feeling down

Wednesday.
I got no idea why i feel so down right now.
Planning to go back home tomorrow? I have a lot of homework not yet do !
I tired to do assignment everyday.
I want to relax.
I want to my boyfriend.
Iwannagohome.

24.6.12

又是星期日。
其实我真的很讨厌星期日。它给我一种郁闷又不舍得的感觉。
每个 星期日晚上带着不舍得心情回到文良港。忍受着与家人分离的感觉。
我还是不能独立的小孩

刚刚去了焦赖跟外公外婆和阿姨吃晚饭。
“口记”
有听过吧?是一件每个晚上都很多人的餐馆。
第一次去那里,还是很多人。除此,还很吵。
真的,它的厕所比外面的气氛更好。

第一次去就给我的印象不好
因为我们等了一个小时多,食物还没来!
知道我们看到隔壁比我们迟来的竟然上菜了,火冒三丈
服务态度也不好
话说我们叫他们去催一催厨房
他们当作没听到。
真的很生气

食物麻麻地,价钱又高
还有service charge,
请你们多多向文良港的东京饭店学习
价钱公道且高效率。


有时候,贵的不一定代表好的

17.6.12

父亲节快乐

我不擅长表达,尤其对爱的人,我更不会说话


你付出了很多,我们都知道。只是我们都不会挂在嘴边说
虽然不是出生于什么富有的家庭,但我们都不埋怨,我们知道您努力了
很庆幸有你这个爸,让我们常常在车里大笑,
在家里逗我们笑
一个人养7口,很不容易
加上电费,车费,物费
还要给我们学费,生活费
让您吃尽苦头了。
甚至还要为我们的生计给自己压力。
我们一定会双倍还给你们的。

每个星期天都特别伤感
很对不起的说
我快两张了,还不会自己生活
每个礼拜晚上要您开车载我回宿舍
还要给生活费
出门也很不要脸的跟您伸手
但您永远都不会跟我say No.
这是令我最感动的。

谢谢您
我会好好珍惜
父亲节快乐。

6.3.11

march

如果没了你的陪伴,

请让我.......独自过我的18岁生日。
















听我说,我不需要你!
                                      但我希望你不要相信。

计划,破灭

星期五时已经跟爸说我要去mid valley

我要去探班,
买鞋
走走

从星期二就开始想象那天的情景

等了很久

到今天中午,我忍着眼泪。
告诉自己说,别怪别人。只怪自己..

怪自己不会跟人沟通
不会主动
怪自己只等别人来邀请。

如果我主动些,逼人多些,认识多点人。
我一早就去了...

怪谁?只怪我就是这样的女生。



xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxox

我还真好奇
为什么有些人就喜欢跟同一圈子的女生/男生交往?
他们难道不会尴尬吗?

我也不明白
他们如何能在这么短的时间忘记和放下一段感情

超人吗?








是无情人=.=

5.3.11

rest 1.



Lara 新专辑- john
一首全英语的歌。 好听♥
7.John






作詞:瑾/梁心頤
作曲:瑾
編曲:張傑
製作人:張傑

I checked my phone and you didn't call
I guess you figured I'm not worth your time after all
Deep down I know I'm all out of reasons to stay
I think it's alright to write this song today
John I thought you should know
It won't be long now before I go
John I'm sorry to say
I won't be calling you after today
I still recall the firse words you said
You walked right over,asked me if that seat was taken
You were too cute so I stuck around
I should have known you'd break my heart somehow
John I thought you should know
It won't be long now before I go
John I know you'll be okay

Guys like you never go lonely
John I thought you should know
It won't be long now before I go
John I wish you'd changed
I must admit we had some happy days
John I thought you should know
It won't be long now before I go
John I'm pleased to say
I won't be calling you after today
I've got my books and my bags are packed
I'll let you keep the loveseat but I'm taking the cat
Hope you don't mind that I left a tape
It's still hard to say goodbye to that face

闲来无事做。打扮一下
相信这是每个女性荷尔蒙较多的女生都会做的
别见怪^-^

本来说要打造高贵风的
不知怎么变成了这样
无法形容。


xoxooxoxooxooxoxooxoxoxoxooxooxoxooxooxoxooxoxooxoxooxoxoox

昨天像往常一样。跟老豆出外喝茶
马来西亚人的风俗习惯-.-
突然间。看到有一桌子的人都往同一个方向看去
好奇心把我的视觉给控制了!
向rest 1 看去。
听觉才渐渐恢复。
有人在惨叫而且有规律的说。-.-
听起来是女生的声音

不久, rest 1 的鸡婆就跑到那个方向。
看来,是有人被撞了。
大约30分钟后,救护车来到。
天啊!kajangtown 距离这里有这么远吗?
10分钟总该到了吧!人都等到晕啦..
加上它有超级无敌bibo 音响
须知道20分钟对人有多大的影响
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大马,你几时才要进步?
我心里环绕的想。